The Lousy Performer

Snow globes are, in my humble opinion, one of my favorite artifacts to collect. To see how perfect they are, how they resemble the most perfect shape I can think of. There are no sharp ends or unusual lines; it’s never ending and predictable. Me, acquiring two of them, am a victim of those powerful pupils that ensure me peace as the lights reflect on them.”

It is the theme of this girl’s composition, who in nerves seats to perform the most important work of art until now. Still, it is not easy that this ol’ boring, repetitive piece is about to play once again, but the audience sits and tolerates this once again just for pity. Everything is still, except for the little girl’s nervous arms, and the souless person who’s ready to cough as soon as she begins, Before the greatest performance is about to begin, everyone rolls their eyes in a perfect circle, followed by the hissing of the audience’s growls.

The concert hall is filled with the sound of her soul. Day and night did she sit down to pour her heart into it; one should have seen her. Even when that one person can’t stop coughing, she manages to convert these into part of meticulous rhythms in her piece. Suddenly, a big man, well tuxedo and in his forties, stood up in the middle of the performance, in standing ovation. “Quite odd,” She wondered, but it was probably just a mistake. The ovation just kept getting louder, and it began to irritate that poor girl who put her heart and soul in such delicate composition. To counteract, she also began to play louder in hope it would drown the lousy ovation. Yes, the outstanding ovation is what many performers strive for, the praise, the fame; isn’t that the result of a good performance? She had other plans though. It was a chance to predicate her philosophy, and shake that emotional brain of the audience… and now this insensitive man was taking her chance to do so.

…and now another man stands in ovation.

Two?

She began playing louder. Then, another person stands, and another, then another. Out of nowhere, everyone is standing, praising a yet unfinished work of art. This poor girl keeps getting louder, but what is the point of proclaiming her music, if nobody cares? Nobody cares, still they stand in ovation; “is it even for me?” she asks.

Shame.

…and everything begins to melt.

The chapel begins to melt,

the seats begin to melt.

The floor begins to melt,

and the bells,

and the omniscent cross,

and the piano as well.

The music score begins to melt.

People’s faces begin to melt,

and their hands.

Not their clothing though; that doesn’t melt. Everything else melts to the point when everything melted. She was left alone without anything except the audience’s clothing in an entirely black surrounding. There was nothing else to contemplate as the only art left laid standing confused with no audience to surprise.

She fell to the ground and said “It was just a performance.”

She is convinced.

December 25, 2019

Progress to Define “Art” by modern Society

1)
Art? Work, work and don't stop.
Girl, what will you get from it?
Is it misery? Nothing to eat?
Girl, work, work and no thoughts.

Better see you crakin' skulls
why to heal them souls?
o, Dismember is pleasured to show
absurdities I've pointe you for
Listen and Remember
"What is going to help her?"

Work work and no thoughts
Science, hun, is lots.

2)
Screams of allure, and family ties
About her future, considerable lies.
And in confusion, she only cries,

What We must do for the sake of honor,
Mind is hardened as choir of horror,
Many futures echo, "I am in sorrow."

3)
Dear reader, look! She is searching for aide.
Then, to angel she clings and tells the message She made.
"Damn her!" he squealed, and of course, briskly babbled,
"It just makes no sense," for she makes no sense?

Is it me who's at wrong? For
What are dreams if no one is by my side to support them?
The loss of Faith for everything I have done,
Slowly creeps back as pain that has been gone.
With eleven fingers plus the mind of Dr. Einstein,
Maybe, probably equals They would understand.
But, when will it equal acceptance?
When multiplied misery to he I glance?
And please my family at want?
Also miss my chance to shine
or maybe inspire you
and entertain others.
O Patriotism! Ignorant hypocrites!
no.

4)
News flash News flash,
Beautiful artistry has come to end
every flower surrounds to obey
Nature's eternal way, ironically
people (too) surround joyfully
Society's perfect guide to abide...
Beautiful day out here in Midway
from Salsa Town to Classical Bay
may our meteorology mend
everyone a beautiful day

5)
O Glorious Apollo,
Don't let her go.
Choirs guide her
Up up higher.
And there's more doubt
For families won't stop bragging about...
One day they'll change.
Maybe.

Paseo Para Una Eminencia Heroica

Un héroe se levanta,
Sonría y sonroja
Al ver un pueblo unido
Sin favor a circunstancias.
Pelea día y noche,
Sin armas pero amor .
Baja de un pedestal,
Camina con los demás .
Este es un héroe
Sin capa pero honor,
Con patria a su nación.
Que Dios lo bendiga
Un gran campeón.


A Hall for a Heroic Prominence (Traslation from Spanish)
A hero gets up,
Smiles and blushes.
Seeing a united town
Without circumstances.
Fight day and night,
Without weapons but love.
Gets off a pedestal,
Walk with others.
This is a hero
No cape but honor,
With patriotism to his nation.
God bless you
A great champion

Cup of Tea

I saw once a leaf ,
Fell down from that tree,
swinged left and right,
But nowhere to be.
I thought of me, a plain, useless son,
Who couldn't compose from his own soul.

In pain I ran, away from my town.
I couldn't bear the thoughts of my own.
Then, I saw a man under the same tree,
It was amazing, he played music through a leaf.

Yes! You heard me, music through a leaf!
It gave meaning to silence, it gave meaning to him.
He paused and told me "go get some rest son,
Maybe tomorrow you may have a good song."

Once at home I made some tea
Put some leaves and sat on a seat.
"Maybe," I thought, "I can be like a leaf."
It doesn't matter how I swing, but
How to serve in the hands I fall.

Perpetual Legacy

One window is the door
To a whole new world,
When only you are ashore
Between not one but four walls.

But that wall would lead you
Between a pathway or two,
And you chose the road of fulfillment,
Now a journey in eternal torment.

And your eyes immersed,
An oddyssey of unreachable opportunities,
While your mind has painted
The testament of new discoveries.

You look at your hands, full of projects,
And at your feet, desiring transport.
Then at your heart, ready to perfect.
Finally at your mind,prepared to teletransport,

But your mass can't cross a window
For you are still in between four walls.
only confort given is a pillow,
To lie there for time be gone.

Close window prives anyone of true beauty,
Only 'till one's acceptance of true destiny.
So, lie and die here, but listen carefully,
Encounter plenitude by writing your story.
Inspire multitudes with perpetual legacy.

One’s Precious Time

You were looking for a solution,
So much work for one conclusion,
But you can't find one for
The answer is not on someone,
Neither is it on a thing.

You have to think
Where the answer lies,
Whether it's beyond lies,
Or right in front of your eyes.

All it takes is:
To speak up,
Or shut down,
To take action,
Or let others take it for you,
To set your dreams and pursue them,
Or others impose dreams on you,
To find the love of our life,
Or it be lost looking for you,
To reach for her hand,
Or let the prescense fall,
To find joy,
Or die without accomplishment.

You were looking for an answer,
So I gave you a solution.
You were looking for inspiration,
So I gave you my hope.
You were looking for anything,
So I gave you everything.
But something was still missing,
And your soul felt empty,
So I gave you human's most precious offering,
One's precious time.

Hazel Eyes

Those eyes which you have have much more to tell,
Hazelnut splendor I would die for,
Each glance I take, they cry for help,
Hazel Eyes, no need to cry more.

More than anyone else I've seen,
Tears which falling from your eyes seem
As if waltzing they are bound
To twist the truth arund.

Oh Hazel Eyes
Please no more lies,
No need to cry more,
Peace is just ashore.

Like Revolutionaries we will revel,
My hand never ungrasping yours,
Piercing Eyes will tell the truth
Until doors are closed
And oppresors awed!

A color of mellow beauty
Takes pride on sweet still defying setting
Do not give up on this journey,
Peace awaits you on its ending.

Welcome to my Reflections!

Thanks for joining me! I am Alexander Ortiz Velez, a 16 year old Puerto Rican currently living in the state of Florida, US. I am a music composer who firmly believes in the correlation between literature and music as a powerful method of conveying a message. Here I will keep all my written works (mostly free-verse poetry and text I didn’t use in my music); I hope you enjoy it.

Let me give you a glimpse of who I am and my ideology:

Me playing a Steinway Piano. Classical music is my way to express what I feel towards different aspects of life. Everyone has something that brings them joy. I hope many use that as a means to spread joy to others.
Claude Debussy, probably my biggest inspirational character. His search for colors in music is phenomenal, and gives meaning to many, if not all of his works.
Works of art make rules; rules do not make works of art. Claude Debussy, probably my biggest inspiration.”
Juan Morel Campos’ music demonstrate the beauty of Puerto Rico’s (and the Caribbean’s) florid nature. It’s my dream to preserve the style of danza and make it a well known style in classical repertoire.
Cabo Rojo is my hometown. After so much pain the island of Puerto Rico has gone through, it’s time to demonstrate the good of us around the globe. Show who we are, and slowly, but progressively put our nation’s name in high standard…
… and what a better way to raise our name than through what we are good at. Colors, rhythm, thoughts, and soul are some of the things we can offer. It can be Literature, Art, Music, Cuisine, Dance, etc. Even though we are small, we have much to offer. I invite everyone to come and enjoy Puerto Rican art; I hope we can help it grow in the future.

Still, while being proud of my culture, I believe that every culture has great things to offer, and that every culture it’s beautiful in it’s own way. I wish to one day get more familiar with more cultures, and incorporate cultural knowledge in my music…

Thank you for joining my blog,

Alex